Not gonna lie, homies, but I feel like fucking shit. Like my soul has been crushed and someone has ripped my heart out of my ass.
I really do not want a complicated life; I like my life simple and bullshit-free. And yet, people will find ways to make my life complicated, whether I like it or not.
This right now was supposed to be a really good time. Our new album had just come out, and I was taking two weeks vacation from work where I was going to be travelling and stuff. I was supposed to be living my absolutely best life. Instead, I don't feel like even getting out of my fucking bed or even existing. Instead of being out having fun I've basically just been sat fucking crying every day. And that REALLY pisses me off.
I did not ask for this but, yet again, people decide to treat me like a fucking object and an experiment rather than an actual person with feelings. And fucking dumb-ass here went and let them.
So yeah, that's all I got for now. I hope I can somehow manage to have a good vacation still, but I guess we'll see.
Currently Listening To
PEN-15 - Leave Home (obviously)
lynch. - SHADOWS (2025 ver.)
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